-Remedy (My Own Quote)

I Entered These New Years Thinking 2010 Wuhs Gon Be Better Than 09’. I wuhs wrong i guess.. it came to my mind dhat life is just one and in order to move on we must let go. in order to see tha world how i see it.. you have to lose something close to your heart. i see tha world so differently now. i cant be like how i used to be. one day i wuhs smoking a blunt so carefree.. and 2 days later i wake up to a detective at my door telling me my dad died. suicide? sort of makes me feel like it was my fault in a way for giving him such a hard time. i live with that burden on my for tha rest of my life. i wonder wuhh life got in store for me next. damn…!!!! (my crazy life) and i got a feeling it just might get crazier. idk wuhh to do now buhh whatever it is. im going to get my life on track.. shit happens. jus gotta move on. im still here though remembering tha times i used to wake up and smoke a blunt wit my dad. its never going to be like dhat nomore. R.I.P. to tha best smoking session im ever going to have. i love you dad and i never had tha chance to show it to you when you were alive. until tha day i die and find you up there again.. this time around im not afraid of death anymore.